long day

Today it has been such a long day. CT @8 am.Maddy wasn't allowed to have anything to eat or drink after 6 for mediport surgery this afternoon. Then around 9:30 J called pissed cause the internet and cable got cut off. I asked him well what do you want me to do about it. I can't pay it. I told him I am in the hospital with Maddy. He said "oh well thats a convienent excuse"I told him its not an excuse it's reality and he needs to accept the fact that I can't work when Maddy is in and out of the hospital all the time.  He said well you need to realize we made not have a place to live" and I told him yes I do" and he hung up. He didnt even call about her surgery. Makes me so mad/sad. I'm over it.I have been praying hard for God to point me in the right direction for a job so the girls and I can be on our own. I need to have some faith I guess. 

Maddy's surgery went well to put in the mediport,took about an hr. Its gonna take some time for me and Maddy to get used to it.But I am so glad she has it now. I talked to Dr. Woodward today,she said she will be gone for a few days  and thinks Maddy needs to have her shunt adjusted another time and see how she does. I am not convinced that is the problem as she is still having the seizures in her foot but luckily they have been small,under a minute. So I guess it will take some time as she said to figure this out.